Hello!

Hello blog world!

i'm not a great writer but i figured this might be a great way for me to get most of my thoughts out and maybe amuse a few people too lol

so the last couple of nights i have been having issues sleeping; this never happens i'm one of those people who goes to sleep fast and is like dead the rest of the night; so naturally since i can't sleep i start thinking. Recently i have been beginning to realize how i have changed( for the good) and that i am now starting to realize who i am and being completely fine with it.

Examples:

* i use to think i was somewhat of a loner and that i need a good bit of alone time. That is not quite as true as i thought. I need to be around people a lot more than i would have thought

* i hate being told what to do, can be very stubborn, and i don't always listen as much as i should.

* i question everything

* i use to plan everything and hated the unknown, now i don't plan and i'm kinda loving the unknown

* i'm sarcastic and should learn when it needs to be turned down

* i'm so scared of being hurt, i have built walls around me

* i'm a complete nerd but thats totally cool :)